Today

It started off well enough. I got tons done at work. It didn't take me long to get through the usual grind so I moved on and got some receivable work done. Then I tackled my desk which has not been cleaned in ages! Though I was anxious to get on the road it was a great day.

Then I left the building.

Sniff. What on earth is that awful smell?

Oh look it's the wine I purchased for Dad, it burst open. Great my passenger seat drank most of it, that could cause problems for me. I spent a good 10 minutes debating weather to go home and switch cars or drive with the windows down. It was a windy ride. I kept thinking that I should change my mind but it is a fairly short drive. Their was a slight wine smell in the beginning, mostly though rancid fruit was what I smelled.

Actually at about the 3 hour mark I realized it smelled allot like rancid apple. Actually that is exactly what it smelled like.

I would like to know who put the crisis line right on the Delaware Memorial bridge entrance. I have never liked the bridge and ever sense I caught the beginnings of a anxiety attack on the top it has been the 2nd worst part of the drive. That sign got me thinking and almost Gave me a panic attack, great. Too bad I did not write down the phone number. It must be the climb of the bridge as no other bridges bother me!

The other part of the drive that sometimes gives me some anxiety is the tunnel. For some reason it is easier for me to take at night. During the day it seems so dark and uninviting and small. At night it is significantly brighter and easier to take. I should just find another route to grandma's house, but some of these trips the anxiety will go away.